Atom, Female, 19
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fezUdW-KpF0 Mar 14, 2019
hey buddy. talk 2 me on steam if you want xx
please just stay out of current affairs, i barely go in there for my own sanity. plus, don’t get worked up about people seemingly hating you, just an opinion that you will learn to ignore or adapt. n mate, being in current affairs does you no favours whatsoever. take time, focus on YOURSELF and please speak to someone. if I don’t see you back here happy and feeling alive again I’ll be pissed. go, do it for yourself.
Hey Pale Rider I went through a rough patch recently. Lasted a long while, and it was dangerous because I’d be left in a hotel room by myself with no one checking on me and all these thoughts in my mind. But you just have to think, there is always someone there who cares for you. Someone who would miss you..
.. because even though you may feel that there is no one who cares, trust me. Trust me when I say someone would be absolutely devastated. Just try to surround yourself with things that make you happy. People that make you happy. And from there you can slowly but surely, at your own pace, make things better.
everyone goes through this shit, and it frustrates me to see people in your mindset because its actually so easy to get over it- all it takes is the courage to want to do something about it, instead of lying down and accepting it. speaking from experience.
even if you were a bother for some people(which you're not) you're certainly not that much of a bother that people would rather see you dead
the people who do wish you dead are complete scum and you shouldn't give them what they want
trust me its not true, cant tell you how many people ive seen effected by the deaths of family members who truly had done bad things, whether it be a cause of drug abuse of alcohol abuse, in the end, the blood that runs through every human being is a lot thicker amongst one another than people like you realize
also dont look at life's obstacles as demeaning or something that make you less in whatever value you take from it- obstacles exist purely to make you stronger, and more capable. im a completely different person than i was some months ago- and i cant tell you how grateful i am for every bad thing that has ever happened for me - which is ironic, but it made me a better person to everyone i know, especially myself
Genuinely hope you come out okay with everything you are going through, regardless of your opinions, you're still a living breathing human person with feelings and thoughts, and I wish you well in everything you're going through, and everything to come in the future. Chin up mate, sunny horizons.
hey man are u ok
I've also have come to the reality that I'm not as smart as I think I was and am having trouble dealing with it
im not a doctor but if i was on those kinda meds i'd keep conversation to a minimum or speak with a close friend as they'd understand
mate im not smart either i only passed 1 gcse
Islamaphobe is the best phobe.
aye bro you better be joking
like i said before on the thread, if you really meant what you were saying there, I think you should take a break until you feel better. I've noticed you've had it a bit tough and I think it's the best course of action at the moment.
Thought I looked cute, might delete later
This has been a shitty month
sending you <3's
I don't know what do to with myself since over the past week everything I've said has had no worth and just been pointless. I've already deleted most of the projects I've been working on since no one gives a shit about them.
sometimes it's hard to get noticed, but with the right dedication people will find it hard to ignore the work you put in
people appreciate hard-work, keep doing you and do what you enjoy, even if it means people don't really pay attention to it, if you enjoy it, that's the best part
yo what the fuck is that picture god damn
Better than yours jesus christ
damn that unit be THICC
I was never given a reason as to why my HL2RP 2004 thread was deleted, can I get one?
It has been five days and I have not been given a reason
i dont know if i should be proud or ashamed that i know most of the things you set your avatar too
Be like my dad and be both
thanks for the advice son
no NSFW ON OUR CHRISTIAN SERVER
I'm looking forward to valentines day and having a friendly chat with all the HL2RP couples https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVutrPKcGgE
BITCH. IN. BED.
ghosts are no match for JL
no hentai in our Christian community
JL is a good girl, she brings joy into my life
can't argue with that have a nice day
I hereby say the magical words of ''Delet this'' as it isn't Orthodox, but due to it bringing joy in your life I shall take my words back.
*You feel like you're gonna have a ban time.
@Husky ruins another thread
What can go red, while go red.
tbf it wasn't them bringing up minority shit and race realism
Still it could have gone better, fuck sakes