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i've checked mine twice in the past 5 days
try not to give a damn

yeah for real idfk what my problem is smfh

you're anxious to get denied, which is completely fine but its also fine to get denied, you can always reapply

Fuck, lol I got really bad anxiety honestly so that's probably it idfk why I am making it such a big deal :/ that's not really something to be anxious about ig

It happens every time when you apply for a faction that you want to join, you sometimes think that you'll be accepted, and you sometimes think that you'll be denied. If you'll be denied, then the anxiety will disappear. Don't beg the head cops to check your application, as they will simply deny it.

No don't worry I won't lmao I am not stupid enough to do that (plus, I promise this post isn't me like HEHE MAYBE A HEADCOP WILL SEE !!!) but yeah I literally just want it to be over lol the anxiety it's giving me is killing me :/

Aye, I get the feeling, don't worry if you'll be denied, just apply again. If you'll be denied, then the anxiety will vanish, believe me, lmao.
Sometimes being denied the first time, is better than being accepted.
You know why? Because you know which mistakes you should correct, and which things you should change.

Yee I was a cop back in the days of i17 and c24; I had to stop becuase my IRL life got really fucked and tldr I couldn't play anymore, I failed the first time, applied again and got it. Idk, I just want it to be over with already lmao I just wanna RP as a coppo again