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sure you go to therapy, and that's an amazing step that most people do not take. just do not let the fact you go to therapy keep you down- and do not look to therapy or your medication for all of your answers. theyre tools to help you, not to drag you out of whatever issues you have.

in the end, the push has to come from you, when you finally have the realization that you are in control of everything you do- not someone else, or some other worldly force

Due to the poor education system in my state I've been proven wrong in many issues that aren't even political, so I'm stuck trying to hold on to what I believe in since it's all I have left. I'm sorry for saying I'll kill myself but my reason behind was that since I'm so much of a bother for so many people that I'll come to the conclusion that me not existing would fix it.