Serious Why i left so suddenly

holiday adi

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What’s up folks, been a long time eh?
Alright so right away what i’ve wanted to tell you all the most is that i’m sorry, sorry for, well, dissappering.
I’ve been going through a lot of shit as of lately, a break-up, one failed suicide attempt, my house burnt down, and a lot of other stuff that’s been sitting on my mind since this year started.
It’s all starting to pile up even more now, about that fire i was talking about, it happened 6 days ago, all of my stuff was lost im the process, my PC, graphics tablet, TV, consoles, my camera and my engagement ring, because of that i’m unable to create any models or art, meaning i’m currently broke, totally.
Since i know a lot of you will be asking to see how my house looks after the fire, here’s the video i took around 4 days ago.


I’m thinking about making some sort of a fundraiser, but i have limited options here in Poland,
Also, if you want to ask me anything, go ahead, i’ll be staying here to chat with yall for a while.

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This is my fundraiser.
 
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What’s up folks, been a long time eh?
Alright so right away what i’ve wanted to tell you all the most is that i’m sorry, sorry for, well, dissappering.
I’ve been going through a lot of shit as of lately, a break-up, one failed suicide attempt, my house burnt down, and a lot of other stuff that’s been sitting on my mind since this year started.
It’s all starting to pile up even more now, about that fire i was talking about, it happened 6 days ago, all of my stuff was lost im the process, my PC, graphics tablet, TV, consoles, my camera and my engagement ring, because of that i’m unable to create any models or art, meaning i’m currently broke, totally.
Since i know a lot of you will be asking to see how my house looks after the fire, here’s the video i took around 4 days ago.


I’m thinking about making some sort of a fundraiser, but i have limited options here in Poland,
Also, if you want to ask me anything, go ahead, i’ll be staying here to chat with yall for a while.

we all here for you gamer
 

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What’s up folks, been a long time eh?
Alright so right away what i’ve wanted to tell you all the most is that i’m sorry, sorry for, well, dissappering.
I’ve been going through a lot of shit as of lately, a break-up, one failed suicide attempt, my house burnt down, and a lot of other stuff that’s been sitting on my mind since this year started.
It’s all starting to pile up even more now, about that fire i was talking about, it happened 6 days ago, all of my stuff was lost im the process, my PC, graphics tablet, TV, consoles, my camera and my engagement ring, because of that i’m unable to create any models or art, meaning i’m currently broke, totally.
Since i know a lot of you will be asking to see how my house looks after the fire, here’s the video i took around 4 days ago.


I’m thinking about making some sort of a fundraiser, but i have limited options here in Poland,
Also, if you want to ask me anything, go ahead, i’ll be staying here to chat with yall for a while.


Holy shit, that is terrible and I can't put it into words how sorry I feel for you. Fires are and remain the worst enemy and ally humanity has ever faced.

Do you have any assurance covering any of these items?

I can't give much, but I can pay for a trip to the grocery store. Send me a DM if you want.
 
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Hey man. Although I can’t say I’ve been through so much in such a small span of time as you have. I know the pain you have from such a series of losses in a row.

And although some of us may not to be really able to do much for you in terms of financially. I can absolutely say that we will be here for you. Myself especially.

If you need to get shit off your chest or just want someone to talk to. Im always available and open just about any time of the day. As well as the thread I made for this reason.

I gotta like get some sleep now but I stand with you all the way! Stay strong brother! We’re in this together!
 
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Thanks for all the kind words and the nebs folks.
@Northgate as to what you said, i’m trying to find a fundraising site that i’ll be able to access since the big dogs like gofundme etc aren’t supported over here in Poland, that’s why i didn’t reply to you, i don’t like getting any kind of money from people unless its a form of payment for my models or art, and i’d really prefer that you’d spend that cash on a gift to a family member or that dank premium membership, but i’m kind of in a hard spot now since eating my grandma’s bigos for five days straight is starting to get a little boring now
 
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Thanks for all the kind words and the nebs folks.
@Northgate as to what you said, i’m trying to find a fundraising site that i’ll be able to access since the big dogs like gofundme etc aren’t supported over here in Poland, that’s why i didn’t reply to you, i don’t like getting any kind of money from people unless its a form of payment for my models or art, and i’d really prefer that you’d spend that cash on a gift to a family member or that dank premium membership, but i’m kind of in a hard spot now since eating my grandma’s bigos for five days straight is starting to get a little boring now

Doesn't paypal work for you? It may be a good temporary solution.
 
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Is your insurance covering you?
I was renting the place for almost 3 years now, but the owner refused to give me a renting contract, i didn’t have any other options at that time so i just went with it, he had insurance in case of a fire but he’ll be keeping all of that to himself
 
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I was renting the place for almost 3 years now, but the owner refused to give me a renting contract, i didn’t have any other options at that time so i just went with it, he had insurance in case of a fire but he’ll be keeping all of that to himself

Fucking landlords man. Do you have no possible way of atleast getting some money back?
 
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Fucking landlords man. Do you have no possible way of atleast getting some money back?
No, i was pretty mad at myself for not pushing the landlord for that contract more, thankfully my grandma has a pretty large home so i can at least crash here for a month or so.
 
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No, i was pretty mad at myself for not pushing the landlord for that contract more, thankfully my grandma has a pretty large home so i can at least crash here for a month or so.

I seriously hope it'll get better or that you get something back atleast.
 
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Well, i managed to finally open up a fundraiser
I also included it in my original post, just to be sure
 
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I couldn't donate a lot but I hope what I have given helps you brother.
 
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