Serious Your 2020 in review!

i joined nebulous, that was dope, year was pretty easy

then got kicked in the balls by MF DOOM's death announcement, so, very mixed feelings

bigdaddyboy413 said:

then got kicked in the balls by mf doom's death announcement, so, very mixed feelings

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yo wtf...

big chungus said:

yo wtf...

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my bad

*MF DOOM

bigdaddyboy413 said:

my bad

*MF DOOM

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nah i just found out from this post lol, i was a big fan

big chungus said:

nah i just found out from this post lol, i was a big fan

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oh damn, my bad you had to find out that that abruptly and late, better late then never though

rest in power MF DOOM

bigdaddyboy413 said:

oh damn, my bad you had to find out that that abruptly and late, better late then never though

rest in power MF DOOM

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2020 was a pretty rough year for me, mentally.
have given up on learning upon schools closing
long existential crisis
cutting contacts with a majority/ if not all 'friends'

im hoping 2021's gonna be better for everyone and me

lost some family in a very sudden way (<-- worst)
lost some financial stability (<-- bad)
had some of the best laughs i've had in my life (<-- good)
estimated alcohol consumption up about 400% from last year (<-- good)
horrific uni days (<-- bad)
alright uni days (<-- good)
had my most roleplay-free year in years and years (<-- good)

all in all a mixed bag but all made alright mostly because

Jan/Feb - Pretty bad. I hate late-winter so it's understandable.

Mar - Coronavirus was starting to pick up. I was looking forward to competitions in April/May and we were told we could get a 4 week spring break because of rona! woo

April/May/June - Things weren't bad here yet, school was stressful, competitions cancelled. Started summer break with just the mentality of "I'm basically staying inside all summer"

July/August - The pog months. Basically just hung out with a girl a bunch.

September/October - Fine. The pretense to the void.

Early November - Went to Hawaii on vacation for 2 weeks. That was a blast, came back, and then went straight back to the coronavirus void.

Mid-November to Now - Literally the void bros. I've haven't went anywhere in weeks, the days blend together, and I haven't seen friends in so long. Bros, I'm gonna die before I get to January 20th and the end of this fucking semester.

Overall:
2/10 year. Late summer was a blast.

cancer side of things is pristine so far (touch wood)

2020 for me was a pretty thoughtful year, honestly. i didnt actually do a whole lot, aside from basically quadrupled the amount of time i spend outside (thanks to australia not being idiotic and actually adhering to covid rules so we havent had that bad of restrictions throughout all this)

overall i learned a lot about myself, formulated a solid life plan which ill be executing this year; while i may not have actually done much, ive learned and grown a lot and i think that's just as important as anything

i'm confident in saying that my 2020 was the foundation of 2021 and i'm excited to see what kind of person i am a year from now.

good year bonding with the boys and earning some cash, finally bought a pc last month after 8 years rping on a laptop

kino:

advanced myself with some personal issues

started scheduling stuff into my days instead of letting myself drift. has been helpful for studying, fighting procrastination, general mental health, etc.

had some great times over here as always, hoping to have more of em soon

gradually let some awful friendships disappear and picked up better ones

fixed my sleep routine at last and managed to pick classes that dont conflict too much with my night owl tendencies


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still uncertain about how i'll finish my uni degree without doing a 5th year and losing scholarship

still uncertain about what the fuck i'll do with the degree in the first place

growing incredibly discontent with family, afraid i'll do something stupid, need to move out and make my own life soon, circumstances aint making it easy

am not as rid of existential dread as i had hoped to be

some distant relatives lost to covid


overall: 6/10. Thick, but not too flaccid.

Got my dream job I have literally wanted since I was a wee boy in high school yet I can't start it because of Covid.

Been an anxious year but the boys (you know who you are) kept everything in perspective and helped me laugh through it.

So thanks.

3.6 year not great not terrible.

went to college to do film stuff

quite shit but one day it will end

I think 2020 was the year I officially changed, all those things happened and I just didn't care so no it wasn't a shit year for me

more bland than insufferable

probably one of my best years if not the best

probably one of my worst years with some sprinkles of good

the bad:
lost contact with some close friends
struggling more and more with anxiety
a lot of family troubles
family members on deaths door
friends suffering terrible things while im away
been locked in an army base half the year, only leaving occasionally
local bracnh of political party died while i was gone

the good:
been drinking less (and therefore had less drunk arguments and shit)
strengthened ties with the close friends i have left
been getting hella buff

the ugly:
quit smoking cold turkey :)

Goatson said:

the ugly:
quit smoking cold turkey :grinning:

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based

quit cold turkey too when i signed professional contract