kino:
advanced myself with some personal issues
started scheduling stuff into my days instead of letting myself drift. has been helpful for studying, fighting procrastination, general mental health, etc.
had some great times over here as always, hoping to have more of em soon
gradually let some awful friendships disappear and picked up better ones
fixed my sleep routine at last and managed to pick classes that dont conflict too much with my night owl tendencies
cringe:
still uncertain about how i'll finish my uni degree without doing a 5th year and losing scholarship
still uncertain about what the fuck i'll do with the degree in the first place
growing incredibly discontent with family, afraid i'll do something stupid, need to move out and make my own life soon, circumstances aint making it easy
am not as rid of existential dread as i had hoped to be
some distant relatives lost to covid
overall: 6/10. Thick, but not too flaccid.