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just know that even if you dont think so there are still people that care about you, friends, family, co-workers, even people here on neb. i don't know and probably can't help with what you're going through and i can only wish you the best but please don't ever consider doing that

We care! <3 Stay strong Tarannus

Between my dad's health issues, my mom's self-sacrifices to keep him going... to my sister's work being completely run over by the Chinese and Russians (like they actually give a shit about nuclear nonproliferation and detection), I don't see a future that's good, safe, or hopeful.

As someone who's suffering with the same family wise with health issues; there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. You have people who care about you and you'll get through this! <3

I'm so tired... I'm so goddamned tired of it all. I just want to be hopeful and assured things are going to be okay for the long-term. For my family. For me.

I'm in my bed, alone. I've been in this house for 2 years. I don't even know the names of my neighbors. I haven't seen my coworkers on a regular basis in 7 months. I just want this to end.