The number of Nebulous staff incapable of resigning nicely and instead going skitzo is honestly weird as fuck lmao
I actually spent so much time thinking about this once but don't remember if I made a post about it
I think its a weird call of the void effect that most if not all staff members experience, mostly from fear of doing a major fuck up that would get you demoted
Pretty sure most people have had a "i can just toss a grenade into this crowd of players" or "i can drop a container on this dude" or "i can slay the entire server with a single command" moment, not out of malice but again fear that you'd make a mistake that would lead to that happening (the feeling being reinforced if you've actually done it in the past)
The way all of these are so poorly executed though means they're probably done impulsively. They have something in their hands in the moment and just do something with it, if someone actually wanted to cause real damage they'd go about doing it a different way
After its done they know they're fucked anyway so they double down like 9/10 times and start calling the server shit or whatever and how they never liked it, cementing the fact that they're probably never coming back in any capacity
I think it also plays into the fact that neb players are incapable of logging out of the forums so every resignation or retirement has to be extravagant and memorable. Why not be remembered as the guy that couldnt get a single kill as an OTA with an AR2 and admin powers
People doing it in the past also probably inspires others to do it in the future