Serious Should I return from my self exile

Discussion in 'Introductions' started by TheMilkman™, Nov 10, 2019 at 8:20 PM.

  1. TheMilkman™

    TheMilkman™ PK/Ban Appeal Lawyer

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    Story Time. Legit a year ago I finally received CP white list after trying for months to receive it applying many times to the point where even my gf knew what I was trying so hard to get. When I finally got to my goal due to a mix of severe lack of training and stupid mistakes I made a fatal error which got my un whitelisted even though I seemed much more malicious in my chat logs that showed a side of me that is not real. I got embarrassed and shamed by the entire community basically and I decided to self exile myself. I was in a really bad state of mind over a stupid video game and it took me around a month to not feel embarrassed at my own mistake anymore. Now here I am a year later coming back showing that I truly did care and that I never meant the harm I caused. I'm really not a bad or malicious guy and I did not have a "Power Trip" as they described, simply a cp that was thrown in with no training who was misguided. Not asking to get whitelisted again Im just asking if I should return and if I did so my reputation wouldent be judged by mistakes made a year ago by a younger and dumber person. I legit work as a 9/11 dispatcher for my local police department now and most definitely understand discipline and other skills much more now. Have others come back and rpd up to becoming a prominent member in the community again after a large fall? Thank you
     
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  2. Ond

    Ond Rictal-Approved

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    if you need to ask this question then you already know the answer
     
  3. Anthrax_PL

    Anthrax_PL Nucleus

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    imo the app was the hardest part
     
  4. MaXenzie

    MaXenzie Sexually attracted to robots
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  5. Charlie

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    this makes me almost ceftain you're not a 911 dispatcher, and you also may mistake it with an operator

    eitherway just apply again
     
  6. TheMilkman™

    TheMilkman™ PK/Ban Appeal Lawyer

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    Never Mind about rejoining. Even my intro post trolls just fuck around and the Media Dev dosent even read. And this isnt about the app its about rejoining the community as a whole. And I apologize with you not believing me Charlie but I did indeed finish EMD training and all the APCO training crap a few months ago. Ill take my leave for good this time, glad I just made closure as this server meant a bunch to me.
     
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