one of the things I see here a lot on neb is people who (like i used to) will drop 2-6-8 hours on neb each day, most being literally afk at any random spot because "i want to be around when something happens" as if they expect the world to give them something to do
you gotta find that shit yourself, sitting around afk for 2 hours just to be able to
even have a fucking slim fucking chance to be picked for an event/sweep/some gay shit to happen isn't going to cut it and will leave you with your largest enemy: your own brain
get off neb, find a hobby to do; something i've been doing lately is playing osu!mania and it's honestly so very rewarding to find an extremely well-made beatmap (entozer) and to play it, learn it, and eventually get >92% on it. Your hobby is something only you have - trying to find something that someone else here will enjoy will get you nowhere, you need something
you enjoy, not what
they enjoy - nobody on neb plays fighting games
but that doesn't stop my faggot ass from enjoying them
either way, you can't just idle and expect things to get better, playing the same damned games that you don't enjoy anymore hoping something new will happen
when you take inventory of your life and find that someone taking you off a virtual job position is a huge impact on you, it's time to cut that fuckin' cord off at the stem and find something else to do
in short
1. get sunlight, nobody fucking goes outside in this place and vitamin d is literally why lots of people have depression
2. exercise clears the mind, just run up and down your street (maybe even at 2am like me) and you'll see immediate results in the ways you think each day
3. stop gaming/find a new game/new hobby
don't let some gay-ass community be the decider in what you enjoy/don't enjoy