A little poem I wrote
It's too much.
I'm done with the Roleplay.
I'm done with trying to contribute.
I'm done trying to put my own opinion on a topic.
It's wasted effort, when all I get back is shit and hate.
I don't want to do this anymore.
I don't want to put in effort for nothing good.
I want to help Nebulous. I want to help build, and make events.
I want to help maintain Lore. I want to help improve RP.
But no matter what I try, my OOC Actions catch up with me.
They steal away my effort.
They destroy my development.
They cause me to hated more and more.
This community can be nice.
This community can be toxic.
This community can drain me of self worth, confidence, and self image.
I probably won't do much, if anything, anymore on the forums or the server.
There's no point, is there?
Why bother doing it, for the hatred of others?
It's too much.
tell me if I need to delete this