Lynx
Dig Down, and find faith.
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I meant to apologise because I essentially let everything build up over time and I guess I took everything too far. I hope you can forgive me and I hope your community has a great and successful launch of BSRP. I'm sorry.I'm not gonna lie.
While you and I have had our disagreements in the past, it doesn't make me feel good to see you like this after I shat on you a couple weeks back.
It became clear to me that you and I exhibited behaviours which the other didn't like, resulting in it getting increasingly difficult for us to get along. If it makes a difference, or even matters to you at all, I don't hate you. And maybe I'm paranoid and stupid.
It's just that all those things happening one after the other in such short succession in WW3 (we both know what I'm on about) and how it all turned out in the end, it all made me feel very insecure about my position in the community, and I felt so backstabbed. @Stalker can corroborate this, I was convinced you had been out to backstab me.
More recently I vented and removed you from steam, because of memes. Yeah boys, I shat down someone's throat over memes. I was stressed, not thinking clearly, and you happened to be the first one to press a button, so I went nuclear.
I'm not saying anything I did was right or wrong, because I myself still don't know how I feel about some of the things that happened during my time working with you, but I will say I'm sorry if anything I've said or done has contributed in any way to making you feel worse about yourself. That has never been my intention, and I wholeheartedly apologize. I wish you the best, both here and in real life, and I hope you achieve great levels of self confidence.
After all, the first step to picking yourself up, is realizing why you've fallen down.
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