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MaXenzie

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I have white hair.

Well, used to be white. Highlights faded by to my normal colour over time, so now I'm excessively bright blonde.
 

ruben slikk

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Don't want to turn this into 'My life sucks more than yours' but I've literally gone through fucking hell to get here, like literally Y9 And I've already 'Seen some shit' I mean, I've experienced all the things you usually do, but ten times worse I mean a relative died when I was about Y5 going into 6, and one thing that I remember so clearly is how my best friends that I went through school with, played the memorial music constantly in our music room (Which was also our tutor) They literally played, music. Singing and humming and looking at me. Laughing, that thing haunts me of how my best friends could literally do that to me.

I've had fights of best friends, and just insults after insults after insults, after actual physical harm due to me being myself just because I'm different.

You say 'Yes, not everyone has the mental fortitude to keep moving on like this guy, that is true.
But IT IS possible, if your psych is in the correct place.' But some people literally can't motivate themselves, because all of their motivation has been literally sucked out of them, it's almost mentally impossible for them.

I mean I know it's not all about eating but like what else am I meant to do?
"don't want this to turn into 'my life sucks more than yours', but, yeah, my life definitely sucks more than yours"

if you shrug off the insults, banter back and basically don't carry yourself like a weak bitch who cries about getting bullied constantly, it'll all be okay

the time you spent feeling sorry for self could be spent improving yourself
 
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Alright.
I am very tall and lanky so when I'm talking to people in class I always gotta look down on folks.
 

MaXenzie

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I like Nickelback.
 

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Zak can you add a sort of rating that looks like: ;-;
Please? xD and it's not sympathy for me, I've just gotta' lotta' story don't want people to be like "It's okeh dude dw bro" I just want people to know that there may be others with similar problems and issues, and that they aren't alone.
 

MaXenzie

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i thought french people had bigger cocks than the rest of europe
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my gf asked why there was a 10-inch mark on the ruler

i told her i used it to measure my dick size

too bad i held the ruler the wrong way around
 
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OT: I have really bad hand-eye co-ordination which means I am fucking shit at handwritting and tennis etc. It's not he biggest problem but it does spike up from time to time.

I also have mood swings like a bitch :(

People just think I'm a moody fuck half of the time but close family know I have something up with me.

Best way you can deal with shit like this is to just ignore it and live normally. And for the love of good do not blame everything you do wrong on self-prescribed problems.
 
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MaXenzie

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I used to have social anxiety.

Now I'm too confident apparently.

I've dropped everyone's marks down in a presentation because I wasn't expected to actually fucking present.

I did a speech on FNAF back when it was still good and didn't have a shit fanbase (Basically a week after its release) And got level 7 out of 8 even though I didn't write a script for the thing.

I did a presentation. I did not know the presentation even existed. I, on the spot, made up a topic and literally bullshitted my way through on "How to lie, and how to see when someone is lying" Presentation, which was made purely for the irony of it, and got a 5 out of 8, which was still higher than most people.

I also don't revise for exams. Ever. Never done it, probably never going to.

Oh and I like Rule 34. That's probably my most messed up one. (Besides the rape fetish for porn.)