Serious Vent Thread

ruben slikk

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hey for anyone thinking about suicide don't do it lol i tried twice, very close to successfully once and honestly its not all it's cracked out to be. you always end up regretting it no matter what lol

as much as life might be shit for you, you honestly need to sit down and think about literally just one good thing about it that keeps you going. thats honestly all you need. i have awful self esteem and truly believe i'm a parasite who should be cleansed off the face of this earth but i still keep going because i like sunsets :)
 
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hey for anyone thinking about suicide don't do it lol i tried twice, very close to successfully once and honestly its not all it's cracked out to be. you always end up regretting it no matter what lol

as much as life might be shit for you, you honestly need to sit down and think about literally just one good thing about it that keeps you going. thats honestly all you need. i have awful self esteem and truly believe i'm a parasite who should be cleansed off the face of this earth but i still keep going because i like sunsets :grinning:
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You'll be alright bud x
 
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crem de la dam said:
hey for anyone thinking about suicide don't do it lol i tried twice, very close to successfully once and honestly its not all it's cracked out to be. you always end up regretting it no matter what lol

as much as life might be shit for you, you honestly need to sit down and think about literally just one good thing about it that keeps you going. thats honestly all you need. i have awful self esteem and truly believe i'm a parasite who should be cleansed off the face of this earth but i still keep going because i like sunsets :grinning:
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you finished? I mean there's so much self pitty cram sounds like your making an excuse for killing those young men. Im telling you and I mean it, not everybodys awful.
 
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Dalekfodder said:
you finished? I mean there's so much self pitty cram sounds like your making an excuse for killing those young men. Im telling you and I mean it, not everybodys awful.
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can you not make joker references when someone’s talking about suicide lmao
 
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As much of a meme as it may sound the fact time is flowing away from me cripples me a bit at times. It feels like it was yesterday when I was in secondary school and now grandma has gotten to the point where her heart isn't exactly holding up too well and she needs medication, my grandfather is a bit distracted mentally and it feels horribly bad to be at home confined instead of looking for a job. Among that many things but stuff isn't really going well and I've had to take a few LOAs recently due to that. I've also noticed how unexpectable people's perception of reality can be, when someone who smiles every day may truly have suicidal thoughts and one day or another they just vanish from your life without you expecting it at all nor being able to actually do anything.

I apologize to those I have troubled with my sudden outbursts of anger and similar because I know very well that even if I have not taken moderator action many times because I believed I could be just too angry to judge the situation properly, the way I have acted was not right at all and there's no real excuse for it, regardless how bad things may be for me. I don't have the right to project that bad energy towards any of you and that's why I'm sorry if I did it to you guys.

Finally, I just wanted to get this off my chest and wish you guys the best of luck on your lives, and that you stay safe during these hard times we're facing. You're not alone even if you think you are, and if you truly are then you have to fight for yourself and what you love because this life might or might not be a one-in-a-lifetime chance (forgive the pun) but it truly isn't worth it to try and see if you have a second chance. Fight on, peeps.
 
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Señor Jaggles said:
As much of a meme as it may sound the fact time is flowing away from me cripples me a bit at times. It feels like it was yesterday when I was in secondary school and now grandma has gotten to the point where her heart isn't exactly holding up too well and she needs medication, my grandfather is a bit distracted mentally and it feels horribly bad to be at home confined instead of looking for a job. Among that many things but stuff isn't really going well and I've had to take a few LOAs recently due to that. I've also noticed how unexpectable people's perception of reality can be, when someone who smiles every day may truly have suicidal thoughts and one day or another they just vanish from your life without you expecting it at all nor being able to actually do anything.

I apologize to those I have troubled with my sudden outbursts of anger and similar because I know very well that even if I have not taken moderator action many times because I believed I could be just too angry to judge the situation properly, the way I have acted was not right at all and there's no real excuse for it, regardless how bad things may be for me. I don't have the right to project that bad energy towards any of you and that's why I'm sorry if I did it to you guys.

Finally, I just wanted to get this off my chest and wish you guys the best of luck on your lives, and that you stay safe during these hard times we're facing. You're not alone even if you think you are, and if you truly are then you have to fight for yourself and what you love because this life might or might not be a one-in-a-lifetime chance (forgive the pun) but it truly isn't worth it to try and see if you have a second chance. Fight on, peeps.
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hey man you’re good, i hope shit improves with your life, even if things seem shit right now and like it won’t improve, it probably will. it usually does

life comes at you fast, friends
we’re all fighting our own battles, i’m sure. i hope everyone here is good and coping
 
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gmod is such a shit fucking game

why the fuck do i have to spend half an hour trying to load into the sever, time out twice, black screen twice, and have my game crash on launch on the last attempt

why of all games does a 12 year old source engine demo have to be the only one capable of running hl2rp for fUCKS SAKE
 
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Recently developed a new appreciation of people who become reliant on things like methadone because they're just in constant, chronic pain.

Having a human body is such a rigged fucking deal.
 
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OneClassyBanana said:
Recently developed a new appreciation of people who become reliant on things like methadone because they're just in constant, chronic pain.

Having a human body is such a rigged fucking deal.
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marijuana is the only thing that can keep my anxiety at bay :/
 
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I hate my brain sometimes

You know when you have all these things to play and stay active on, Nebulous included, and you begin to envy the people who aren't busy? Or sometimes, you just aren't motivated enough to play and later on feel like shit regardless for not doing anything...

Like damn, I bought all these games to fucking have fun, not be worried about them
 
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im starting to get sick of people around me handling booze so fucking shit

every time im out with my friends at a party or the pub or similar theres ALWAYS at least 2 people who get shitfaced and then dont know how to get home, leaving me to have to tend to em because i cant in good conscience just leave em to handle it on their own

gets to a point where id rather just stay at home most of the time when the rest of my squad are going out now
 
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Goatson said:
im starting to get sick of people around me handling booze so fucking shit

every time im out with my friends at a party or the pub or similar theres ALWAYS at least 2 people who get shitfaced and then dont know how to get home, leaving me to have to tend to em because i cant in good conscience just leave em to handle it on their own

gets to a point where id rather just stay at home most of the time when the rest of my squad are going out now
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Not a proper night unless at least 3 people are blackout drunk
 
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