Idk man, maybe taking someone else's logs and dropping them on the quotes thread to start a dogpile (intentionally or not) isn't the wisest nor kindest thing to be doing, but I don't exactly blame them for eyerolling at "get bitches" and "lmao rip" in response to what's meant to be a harrowing set-piece on a serious RP server. You're typing like you're talking over Discord.
I'm not gonna be the Roleplay Deputy and tell people how to and how not to rp, but please don't tell me you aren't at least even a little self-aware?