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i'm just angry. every single day i'm just angry, working out doesnt solve it and neither does talking. Im afraid of talking because i dont want to come off angry even though i am seething 24/7.
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Fucking snapped again tonight
Can’t sleep, brain and random ticks and spasms won’t allow me
Psychosis keeping me from knowing what’s real
Friends won’t listen, I’ve called like everyone and no one answers
Want to fucking scream at the top of my lungs and break everything
More psychosis and PTSD episodes daily
Want to cry and can’t
Touch starved for years, think I’m slowly dying
Nightmares every night, slowly getting worse and worse
Can’t do anything, brain will not permit me to physically do anything
Just want to shrivel up and turn into a ball of nothing, hoping I’ll just be forgotten
Got shot down again today harder then a prize buck in the fall. Still sorta feel like shit cause I’ve been talkin to em for like nearly two years now.
At least I’m chilling tomorrow with a few cans. Maybe I’ll get over it then
Aye. It does feel refreshing to be able to think more about myself for once. Cause I’ve got a thing for putting people first over me and I tend to forget to even look after myself.rough stuff fam, you'll be aight though
also nice VSR camo bro
I feel that way too much man. I have diarrhea ALOT. And I tend to procrastinate a lot too... But happy early birthday bro!i’ve had a two week holiday, and had homework to do over it, i said i would do it all in the second week
every day this week, i’ve sat down, and my mind just goes blank for an hour before i give up.
i have 24 hours to do a shit ton of work
i’ve had diahreha for 48 hours
but hey my birthdays two days after lockdown starts that’s fun :grinning:
bro have you seen a doctorim not exactly sure what happened to me but i feel insanely ill, like im either about to pass out or just fucking die i usually feel pretty sick but from today and tomorrow it got to a point where im hallucinating from how painful this is and i cant just stare at something for too long without my eyes hurting and my vision going blurry; now i feel a weird pain in my chest. this sucks. i can barley type anymore im so fuckin dizy. god.
uh bro im not sure or anything but you need to go to a hospital like right nowim not exactly sure what happened to me but i feel insanely ill, like im either about to pass out or just fucking die i usually feel pretty sick but from today and tomorrow it got to a point where im hallucinating from how painful this is and i cant just stare at something for too long without my eyes hurting and my vision going blurry; now i feel a weird pain in my chest. this sucks. i can barley type anymore im so fuckin dizy. god.